how's about this

georgia on my mind. lol. the wacky nut is back, as if she ever went anywhere. oui, c'est moi, mais je ne suis pas loulou. ok, let's get serious, like can we talk. meanderings of my mind from the windmills of my soul. ya, i listen to alot of music. aaaaaand sometimes i feel like a nut, sometimes i don't, almond joy's got nuts, i don't. i just wanna go home. which is where the heart is, so God, if u're listening, and i know U r, how's about it. love ya lots God and maybe, actually i know, i don't always love U right or tru, i don't know that i know how, or if i'm pretending i don't know how from weakness or misguidance or just plain ignorance. probably a little of all of those and then some. so to any1 reading this, i hope ur good and fine and healthy in heart, mind, body, soul and spirit. lotsa love and laughter to ya. with a twang. i don't got one though. a twang i mean, lolololol. i do wander, wonder, maybe i got ADD. i smoke too much even though i cut down. luv all y'all. gonna play with the font color and background, enjoy. da ice 2 da bluuu

maybe one day

writers block and i'm not even a writer. hey is there anybody out there. trying to find some sense. how do i love thee there are so many ways. can you hear me, feel me, sense me. SEE ME, lol. blog this. ya. my journaling sense is nil. who wants to journal in public anyway, on the very remote offchance that someone actually reads any of this. refusing to accept what is and cannot be changed, but isn't the only constant change. go with the flow but doesn't that imply indeciseveness. it's all quite confusing i must admit. i sense the rightness of the answer somewhere within but don't feel it as yet. life is a many splendored thing and god is truly awesome.

maybe one day

it flows

thru

a day of love

and truth

an eternal moment

captured

free

that's not a contradiction

if u understand

peace, love and light

philo pastry, TiC

"to learn how to live w/out certainty and yet w/out being paralyzed by hesitation is perhaps the chief thing" that i need to learn how to do. that was the beginning of a quote by bertrand russell. according to him, if i study philosophy, it will teach me how to do that. how does one study philosophy. is reading about it studying it, discussing it w/other 'students and/or teachers' of philosophy, is he even right.